Even now I look at this video and it is very difficult for me. I look at my facial expressions and all I see is stress. China was very, very difficult, especially after we received Jonathan. He took to David right away, but would have nothing to do with me. To say I was heartbroken doesn't even come close to describing my emotions. I look at this video and my heart bleeds for that woman on camera. I want to go on the other side, give her a hug and tell her, "I get how you are feeling and it will be OK."
